You asked me what i want to do for the rest of my life, yet i barely told you.There're so many things that i want to do with you.
I want to go on long adventures with you and get lost while we’re driving because i can't read maps and you are too stubborn to ask for directions. I want to eat drive-thru food with you on the floor of my room. I want to lay with you under the stars and talk about the future like we’ve got it all planned.  I want to talk deep and deep and deep with you. I want to sit in a coffee shop talking for hours and let people watching us. I want to travel this dead city with you. I want to cook you delicious meals. I want to tell you all my faults and hear yours. I want to teach you new things, and be taught. I want to joke about little things that only we find funny. I want to spend all day with you doing nothing, fall asleep next to you and wake you up with kisses. I want to watch a bad movie together. I want to fight with you until we lose our mind so we both can stay up until morning because i really don't care if we don't sleep at all, i want to fix whole thing soon. I want to freak out about what i’m going to wear, and i won’t tell you that i’ve done any of this, but rather you’ll find out one way or another, either because my friend told you or because i was running late or because maybe you just knew, but i want to make a good impression. I want to kiss away your anger when you mad at me. I want to stay awake at night and watch you fall asleep because i don't mind at all. I want to burn your ear off all about drama that we both might have. I want to punch you if you always try to be a stupid silly asshole. I want to argue every little things with you. I want to do silly things and make you laugh until you barely breath. I want to break in your arms once in a while because i don’t have it all planned. I want to bore you with my stories and all the shit things i've been trough even though you insist it is okay. I want to introduce you to all my friends and we hang out together like cool kids. I want to cuddle for the rest of days just because i want to. I want to grow old with you. I want it all because i want to do it all with you.

You know, you can't explain but you can feel it.




I feel it. I really feel it.