It's 5.06 AM.

I'm wide awake with full of thoughts, since i moved to this city i always wondering if i'm on the right path or not. But i survived somehow, i already fight enough, i made it in time with good scores but in the end who the heck now that i have to wait a little longer to nail it. Maybe what i did is just not enough in many ways but still, i fight so fucking hard to make it. 

I didn't get trough this section and i have to wait for what, 2 or 3 months, bright side, i have more time to get back home, spend time with my sisters, parents and friends, make a plan for short getaway, read books, try bunches of recipes, try how bitch a long distance relationship feels with Der, workout, workout and workout. 

So, i just had a rough day not a rough life, right?

Today is your Yudisium day, you made it this far so have fun and take a lot of selfies. Life is good, Ran.