Lesson to Learned.

I just realized it's already March. A freaking March. Many things happen for the past 4 months since the last time i wrote. All the good and bad. Mostly bad for the first month this year but don't worry things are getting better from there. I just finished internship thingy called KKN, i stayed 40 days in Way Kanan, 5 hours from Bandar Lampung. It was pretty awesome yet tiring, but i surely learned a lot in there. 

And this hell of semester 6th already started, geez, if i could rewind i almost achieved all my goals for univ life, i went to summer school, i'm a lecture assistant for histology, i got scholarship and many things i couldn't ask for more. Hamdallah. And i will start my final paper this semester which means i will graduate soon, i will be a doctor soon, i will be 21, i will do -all the adults do- ....... to be honest i was afraid. Afraid of what future will be for me. Future seems so blurry, it scared the out of me. 

I'm thinking too much.

I came home last week, i met my friends and we talked a lot. You know what girls will do if they met up after a long time, period. Jakarta seems so different since the last time i came home, i know moving to this city was a dumb choice because i have to left all my life in there back then. I used to cried everyday because i knew i chose the wrong path.

2,5 years passed.

I'm still weak as weak as a kitten, but i know everything will be fine.

I'll be fine as hell.